Photo shoot with one of my honey bees

This morning, while still cool out, I found one of my honey bees hanging out on my barn. It was still too cool for her to find her way back to the hive and she was very calm.   I took a small twig and got her to climb aboard and transferred her onto a flower from a butterfly…

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30 days sober and still rocking it!

Today is 30 days of sobriety. I am so thankful for all the support, and thankful to those I made amends to these past weeks for being forgiving, understanding and giving me another chance to be the person I know I am. I am grateful for the ability to keep you all in my life and build upon these…

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Continuing a new ending [Video Update]

Weeks after my spiritual awakening, I am feeling great. Still taking it one day at a time. Learning, growing and moving forward. From the AA big book “I cannot go back and make a brand new start. But through AA, I can start from now and make a brand new end.” Click to watch video:

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“Your life is what you think it should be”

Good morning all you sexy ass people. Just another update on my progress and current state of mind. As I listen to many of these motivational and positive thinking videos, some jump out at me. Some stick. This week, one in particular jumped out at me. “Your life is what you think it should be”. They go on to…

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Starting the day with a smile

I’m noticing a big change in me. I am starting to notice that I don’t have to remind myself to smile or force a smile, it is happening on its own. I still have a lot of work ahead of me and I always will if I am honest. I hope this finds you well. Have a great day,…

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A fearless, moral inventory of ourselves…

Yesterday I had yet another breakthrough with my sponsor. After completing step 4 “Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.” we started steps 5, 6 and I completed 7 on my own in private. 5. Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to have…

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I hit bottom, bounced, hit bottom again and here I am

Hello friends, On January 18th I got my white chip from AA. One thing about me is I am an open book. I am not afraid to admit my flaws and mistakes to you or to myself. I picked up another white chip this week. What many of you don’t know is I was literally minutes from taking my…

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